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October 2010

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You can't control everything about me.

If you were to do so, to the point where I can’t even have that freedom I’m supposed to have, I’d be your slave, not your daughter. I will obey what I think is supposed to be obeyed. And I will ignore everything else that entitles me to act as your servant. Commands and favors are hard to distinguish between you and I. To me, a command is something one must follow. And a favor is something you ask of someone. But to you guys, a command is, you either do it or you get grounded. Or if you don’t do it, you won’t be allowed to do this or that. And a favor would be something like this.. asks the favor, we say no, and then you turn the favor into a a command.. which then goes back to your definition of a command. Now for some reason, I still haven’t stood up to you guys about that. You have no idea that I’m always ranting about you on this. You have no idea how annoyed I get when you ask me constant “favors”/”commands”. If I had the guts to say it to your face, I would ask, “Why the hell do we have to clean the whole house every day of the freaking week.” Straight up. Also, I would explain to you the real meaning of a favor. Yes, I know. You’re my parents, and as the child, a grown up young lady, as you say.. I’m supposed to know my responsibilities. But, I do know my responsibilities. I also know that I’m not a maid in this house. Everyone has their share in the house. I know you guys are working, and are always very tired. But I also go to school, and am very tired with homework, studying for tests, projects, etc. And so we’re even.

/rant

Oct 30, 20103 notes
I need them nose strips! Or a face mask! :@

My face is so.. Ew. I’m definitely breaking out because of the fact that i’ve been up super late every night for the past few weeks. I use Clearasil or however you spell it for my face, but I don’t really like it $: then I have like this moisturizer for the face that I ran out of. And omfg, I need to get rid of my blackheads.. I can feel them :| it’s so Nast. I need a break/get away! Aaaaah!$&:&/!!?

Oct 21, 2010
Caffeine while studying?

Naw I don’t drink coffee period. I’m already short enough. No need to stunt my growth anymore. Plus coffee tasted like shit. I could drink ice capps or frappes. But not coffee coffee. It’s yucky $: but speaking of studying.. I’ve been studying socials like no tomorrow, legit. Like.. Who has the time to write these textbooks? Seriously. School can SMD.

Oct 21, 2010
Socials 11 has to be the biggest joke ever.

I hate this subject. I don’t understand shit in this course. I would read the textbook and try to understand it, but none of it is going to my head. There shouldn’t be “mandatory” courses. Instead, we should be able to pick what courses we want. Not that we already do, but it should be WHATEVER WE WANT. I can honestly say, I will never use what I learn, or am supposed to learn and understand, in this cool subject they call, Social Studies. In addition to all this, my teacher sucks. Kthatsall.

Oct 20, 2010
Whoa, fa real?!

Apparently, the dashboard is purple? I can’t see if it is or not because I’m on my iPod ): It better still be there when I check on the computer tomorrow! And I just read.. Because of this whole Purple day thing for those who died because of their reasons that I won’t state.. Partially because I don’t really know the reasons, but… NUTELLA COMPANY IS MAKING PURPLE PRODUCTS?! aka purple nutella?!!?! O_O

Oct 20, 2010
Consumption of alcohol= brain goes LOCO.

Don’t fucking yell at me. Don’t fucking threaten me. Don’t fucking attempt to slap me. And don’t even fucking talk to me anymore. Better yet, stay away from me when you drink because I don’t wanna fucking deal with your behaviour. I’m fucking studying and doing my homework, so you can’t say I’m doing nothing. You can’t say that I’m doing this or that; you weren’t fucking there. If I were lying, I wouldn’t be using “fuck” in every sentence in this fucking rant. I didn’t do anything wrong so leave me alone. If you can’t control yourself when you drink, don’t expect me to control you, or anyone, that is. I’m not disturbing you, so please, for the love of God, fucking disturb me.

/end of rant#2

Oct 20, 2010
I'm graduating next year...

Has it really been four years already? Shoot. When they say, highschool goes by super fast, they actually mean it haha. So technically, I’ve been going to school for 12/13ish years. That’s more than freaking half my life. And when I go to college/university, that’s like another.. 3-5 years or something.. Depending what I take.. So in total, it’s roughly, 20 years of SCHOOL. and if I wanted to.. I could still take extra courses once I have my dominant job. As long as I’m making good money in the future.. I don’t see why FUN can’t fit in there.. LOL :) sigh* still a long way to go tho.

Oct 19, 20101 note
According to an article in this magazine:

If you paint your bedroom walls a super bright color (highlighted colors), you are more likely to stay awake while doing homework/studying, than having a vague shade/colored wall.

Agreed. My walls are like.. A White creamish color and I ALWAYS feel thupa sleepy. Even if i’m not studying or doing homework. If I were to stare at my wall for a long time, I’d prob knock out in a matter of minutes. Sooo.. Paint my room a neon color? LOL.

Oct 19, 2010
wtf are you talking about?

-after school- Me: “Can I drive home? I wanna keep learning.” Dad:”No.” Me:”wtfffff why?!” Dad:”why are you rushing? Just because of your friends again?”

OMFG ARE YOU SERIOUS. This actually has nothing to do with my friends. I wanna fucking learn how to fucking drive. I got my L for a reason!!! Why don’t you guys understand?!? You said I’ll never learn if I don’t practice. Well guess what. Thanks to you, I WONT LEARN ANYTHING CUS YOU WONT LET ME FUCKING PRACTICE. fuck me fucking fml. When I get my N, don’t expect me to fucking drive you anywhere. Neither of you trust/trusted me behind the wheel.

/rant

Oct 19, 2010
Some may hate him but...

I WANNA GO TO JUSTIN BIEBER’S CONCERT TONIGHT, OMFG. I definitely didn’t even get the chance to find/stalk him while he was here in vancity ): weird? Hey, I’m not the only one doing it haha.

Oct 19, 2010
So much for keeping focused.

I need a break from all this. It’s only been a month and a half and I’m already so tired of school. Homework alone takes up more than half the time I have left when I come home from school. If there’s a test or a project, I’m prob still up until the AM. I’m only in the 11th grade. Is it harder in grade12/college? When will I be able to sleep?! I needa catch up with my Zzz’s!

Oct 18, 2010
My hate for you is less than my love for you.

Whether its my brain that’s telling me, or my heart. I don’t know which one to listen to anymore. I’ve been on both sides of this hate and love situation. It’s hard yanno. It’s hard to balance what I want, and what I need. I’ve been doing alright without you. I managed to move on and forget. Why do you keep coming back? I’m so confused.

Oct 17, 20101 note
I want a new theme.

But knowing me.. If I change my theme, im gonna waste hours on it. So, yeah. Jus’ sayin.

Oct 17, 2010
Haven't dressed up since Grade 8? 9?

Decided that I will dress up this year. And I just figured out what I’m gonna be! I just gotta figure out how to make it now.. But im so excited! :) hehe.

Oct 11, 2010
Wow I've tried everything.

And this stupid mosquito bite won’t go away >:@ I put polyspirin on it about 10x already. I googled ways on how to get rid of it, and one of the options were to rub it with a banana peel. And so I did that, but nothing happened. My mom said to scrub it with vinegar. I did that, and nothing happened!!!! You have no idea how annoying this bite is. It’s pretty much ruined my whole day, and it better not ruin my weekend. Geez. Out of all people, they had to suck blood from me. Thanks.

Oct 9, 2010
this has been the longest week ever.

I’ve been studying day in and day out. Re writing notes, re reading notes, re learning notes, etc. Je suis tres fatigue. Two more tests, and I’m done for the week. Amen for no regular school day Friday, and long weekend. As soon as tomorrow ends, I need a full body massage and 24hrs to catch up on sleep! Pronto!

Oct 7, 2010
#fml ventsesh losingmymind
I loooove basketball season <3

NBA2011 is gonna be the illest! Suns and Heats goooot this. Suns and raptors game tomorrow! Yayayayayay.

Oct 6, 20101 note
i feel like crying. i wanna kill myself. (not really emo)

im just super stressed, holy fuh. all this nonsense thats happening is so ridiculous. totally not expecting this level of difficulty and rage. #iwannadie

Oct 6, 2010
@-camilleanne

According to www.nba.com, the tip off is in 21 days.. so aka.. Oct25. You’re welcome :) So stoked! Miami and Suns <3 and MAYBE lakers…..

Oct 5, 20101 note
now thats what you call multi-tasking.

i am currently studying for four subjects at the same time right now. Well not really at the same time, but there all in front of me right now. Half and hour would be Bio, another half would be socials, another half would be english, another half would sports therapy. So far.. It’s going alright. Hopefully this works and helps me.. Freaking school man. Sucha joke atm ):

Oct 5, 2010
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